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I have been having very vivid dreams lately. Dreams so perfectly sequenced together, of wonderful and amazing things, leaving me feel enlighted but let down when I wake up. Enlightened because of the feelings that come over me when I think of the dream. Let down because I don't want to wake up and wish I never had. The things that go on in these dreams can never happen in this world, nothing in this world will ever come close.

I've always felt a detatchment from this world. I've often felt like I'm in the wrong place. Theres alot of things here that I can't change, things that no matter what I do, will always stay the same. Things that fill me with an over whelming sense of despair that I really don't mean to feel.

There is things this world cannot offer me. And those are the things that I feel are my being. My soul.

This has all lead me to question this life. With the help of my dreams, I feel I'm veering to a sort of possible solution. It may not be 'the' solution, but its most definitly 'a' solution.

I need to continue my journey, for this magic I feel I was ment to be a part of. This is not the place for that. That has always lingered in my mind but with the help of these dreams I have been having, its becoming more of a sure thing. All along, its been there, so simple.

There is another place, another world for me.

The idea already leaves me with a sensational feeling of peace that I've never felt before.